Finally the day has come where I will have to get my lazy ass off to work. Since received a call from them I have been having a mixed feeling about this. I hope I could share it with you about the excitement and anxiety; moreover other feelings that I couldn't explain but I knew it was not a suitable to share because you were still asleep and had to go out. You'd always be the person I want to share nevertheless. Despite these facts, I am going to try to compose it here, this makes you the first to know.
I am feeling excited because I finally think of bringing you here with me soon, theres nothing more can be exciting besides that. You the second to none sayang. I am feeling anxious about the fact that I am going to be spending my daytime time at the office, without bringing you on Skype with me. I was so used to that, I've been blessed with all the love you have given to me. Honestly, I will miss you dearly. I want to talk to you before you go to bed as usual. I believe in us, I believe that one day we'll be together and overcome this together. However, I am still going to text or call you whenever I have the chance, you know I'd always do that my love. I know you trust me on this. I just hope that I'll be able to be home before you're awake sayang, so that you won't have to wait for me cause I certainly know how it exactly feels.
Whenever I am out of words, I will always express it here. It will just take a while till I meet you again. The day will come soon I pray that everyday cause you're my only happiness and you're the only one that matters to me. Just bear that in mind.
Whenever you're feeling down at work, just read the letter I wrote to you about my rough predictions on what will happen. You just need to put your trust on me. Don't worry sayang, it will take death even before I neglect you. At the end of the day, I am doing this for you my only love. Love you my sweetheart.
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